Beautiful.Mind.Life

Reading the few previous posts, you will not be surprised of how mushy this post will be.

Facebook doesn’t seem to work properly on her side, and Gtalk looks certain to be my enemy for the past few days until today. Skype won’t work either, due to the tragically bad internet reception.

And I just have to line up behind several thousands human beings here, every time my heart’s pounding hard as though it will explode, signaling me to call her.

Seven straight days, doing nothing, brings me to my own artificial world. Where she runs and I chase. She flies and I wave. And when she smiles and I say:

“I love you.”

Oh, dear. I know that every time I was with you, never once those words came out. And even if they do, it was when I was singing songs for you. Never once I say that I miss you, though you always ask, seeking for the answer that will surely mesmerize you. The answers have always been the opposite. But you always keep your calm, with your pretty smile, as if comforting yourself that the answer was a complete lie.

The answers were, indeed, lies.

I always miss you. You are always here, hugging my heart tight. Your smiles filled each and every inch of my empty space. No matter how far I left you behind, or you left me, I can still smell the beautiful scent of your skin. I can still feel your soft touch. And I can still feel the warmth of your hug. That tight, full of love, hug.

You’re the shine of my sun. You’re the sand of my beach. You’re the breeze of my nights. You’re the soul of my heart. Oh Heaven, take me before I lose you, for I will not be strong enough to bear a life without you by my side.

You complete me.

And for that, I give you my whole life and love in return.

I love you, sayang. You’re my one true ‘sincerus’.

PS: And for God’s sake, I miss you so damn much!

Setapak melangkah
Dua langkah ingatan kanda pada dinda

Jikalau adinda tidak kembali
Kekanda akan menyusul kekanda
Meminjak pada tanah yang sama
Bernafas pada udara yang sama

Layar berbelok-belok
Sauh dibungkar di tempat tenang
Yang tinggal hati tak elok
Yang pergi hati tak senang

Bila sampai waktu
Kita akan bersama

Selamanya.

Love comes uninvited, exists eternally.

You came magically, like blooming morning glory.

Love comes with smile, that heats the sun.

Portraying the radiant face, from the undying heart.

Oh how impossible for the sun to hide, with no boundaries I would not glide.

This love I give to you, with my heart and soul.

With my heart and soul.

Heart and soul.

Happy 3rd Anniversary, sayang. Presents will follow, depending on how quick my present comes. Hint!

A picture says a thousand words. I have a few pictures here, which means there are thousands of words . Feast your eyes. And congratulations to Najmi and Zuviyanti for their recent union. May it last forever.

There is no way I can produce this with my very own Sony W300. My in-law’s D70S.

Ketibaan diraja. Padahal dari seberang jalan je haha.

Sweet.

Eh, nih salah fokus nih.

Perhaps the happiest day in their lives.

The blues. Chelsea thrashed Arsenal 3 to 0 that night.

The special ‘bandung tarik’, found only during wedding receptions in Telok Bagan, Kedah. Tengok buih tu!

The baby and the elder cousin, tagging along pretty well.

Aila. Comelnya laaa anak aku ni….

Here are the photographs taken during the recently feasted Aidilfitri. Not the best raya ever in my life, but still, it’s raya. Feels so good during raya, especially in kampung.

Enjoy!

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