Beautiful.Mind.Life

Reading the few previous posts, you will not be surprised of how mushy this post will be.

Facebook doesn’t seem to work properly on her side, and Gtalk looks certain to be my enemy for the past few days until today. Skype won’t work either, due to the tragically bad internet reception.

And I just have to line up behind several thousands human beings here, every time my heart’s pounding hard as though it will explode, signaling me to call her.

Seven straight days, doing nothing, brings me to my own artificial world. Where she runs and I chase. She flies and I wave. And when she smiles and I say:

“I love you.”

Oh, dear. I know that every time I was with you, never once those words came out. And even if they do, it was when I was singing songs for you. Never once I say that I miss you, though you always ask, seeking for the answer that will surely mesmerize you. The answers have always been the opposite. But you always keep your calm, with your pretty smile, as if comforting yourself that the answer was a complete lie.

The answers were, indeed, lies.

I always miss you. You are always here, hugging my heart tight. Your smiles filled each and every inch of my empty space. No matter how far I left you behind, or you left me, I can still smell the beautiful scent of your skin. I can still feel your soft touch. And I can still feel the warmth of your hug. That tight, full of love, hug.

You’re the shine of my sun. You’re the sand of my beach. You’re the breeze of my nights. You’re the soul of my heart. Oh Heaven, take me before I lose you, for I will not be strong enough to bear a life without you by my side.

You complete me.

And for that, I give you my whole life and love in return.

I love you, sayang. You’re my one true ‘sincerus’.

PS: And for God’s sake, I miss you so damn much!

Sentuh tanganku di hujung terbit mentari. Sentuh kakimu di terbenam suria.

Dan masih, tak terbanding jauhnyanya cinta ini. Hanya untukmu, wahai senyum ceriaku.

Setapak melangkah
Dua langkah ingatan kanda pada dinda

Jikalau adinda tidak kembali
Kekanda akan menyusul kekanda
Meminjak pada tanah yang sama
Bernafas pada udara yang sama

Layar berbelok-belok
Sauh dibungkar di tempat tenang
Yang tinggal hati tak elok
Yang pergi hati tak senang

Bila sampai waktu
Kita akan bersama

Selamanya.

Love comes uninvited, exists eternally.

You came magically, like blooming morning glory.

Love comes with smile, that heats the sun.

Portraying the radiant face, from the undying heart.

Oh how impossible for the sun to hide, with no boundaries I would not glide.

This love I give to you, with my heart and soul.

With my heart and soul.

Heart and soul.

Happy 3rd Anniversary, sayang. Presents will follow, depending on how quick my present comes. Hint!

He was in the rocker, sleeping, while I was on my computer. Suddenly his cute sigh came out of nowhere, and I could see his eyes were completely wide. Trying to be a good daddy, I left my work and went forward to him, picked him up and brought him into the room.

Nappy changed, pajama’s on, he was ready for slumberland. Stuffed his mouth with his favorite Avent, and swiftly off to sleep.

The world suddenly turned so beautiful for me, just by looking at him, sleeping. I really wish that he can stay like this forever, which obviously impossible. He certainly brought in colors into our life. His smiles keep us away from sober. His voice shed away the tiredness.  His sparkling eyes somehow made us forget all the troubles and dizziness and pains.

Goodnight dear baby. Papa will meet you again in the morning.

Love.

I would like to express my deepest congratulations to a friend of mine who managed to keep himself in one piece when he said “Sudikah awak jadi teman hidup saya?” to his girlfriend, after quite some time.

Bagus, bro (to whom it may concerned)! Keep up the good work!